I went through all of my "Deviations" today...
All of it's so incredibly teenage angst.
It's hard to believe I did any of that.
And none of it is any good.
Despite my discouraging lack of talent, I'm going to get this thing started again.
Hopefully I won't have to look back in 2 more years and be even more ashamed that I considered any of this a creative outlet... or whatever you want to call it.

Today is one of those days where I wish I could go Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind on everyone and comepletely erase all my memories of a certain person...
and i'll die my hair orage!

Rushed to school, forgot my homework, class was cancelled.
So here I am...
I have Art History next, and a test today, but I forgot the study guide too so I have no idea what I'm supposed to be doing. All I know id that it is on the Baroque and Rococo periods. -_- I don't want to fail. It's the only class I'm getting a good grade in.
I keep having these really weird dreams about terrorists attacks and the apocolypse. Morbid...?
I thought of a great new story, which is awesome even if the story ends up terrible because I haven't had much inspiration to write lately. I haven't had a chance to start writing it though, because of damn school!

Go to your music player of choice and put it on shuffle.
Say the following questions aloud, and press play.
Use the song titles that come up to answer each question.
NO CHEATING.

How does the world see me?:
I Wanted Everything-The Ramones

Will I have a happy life?:
Will You Come and Fetch me?-Of Montreal

What do people really think of me?:
St. Jimmy- Green Day

Do people secretly l ust after me?:
Hollaback Gi rl-Gwen Stefani (heh, no joke)

How can I make myself happy?
Little Room-White Stripes

What should I do with my life?
Island of the Honest Man-Hot Hot Heat (My Life will never be complete... or that's gonna be a lonely island)

Will I ever have children?:
Girl Anachronism-Dresden Dolls

What is some good advice for me?:
Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds-The Beatles ^_^

What do I think my current theme song is?:
House of the Blues-Jonny Cash

What does everyone else think my current theme song is?:
When the Sun Goes Down- Artic Monkeys

What song will play at my funeral?:
Hello Operator-White Stripes (My coffin doesn't have a phone!)

What type of men/women do you like?:
Unconditional-Bravery

What is my day going to be like?
Do the Buildings and Cops make you Laugh?-Bedroom Walls (yes, they do)

Why am I here?
Everything will be Alright-The Killers

What will people remember me for?
We Will Become Silouettes-Postal Service

What song will I get stuck in my head tomorrow?
Chop Suey!-System of a Down

Are there people outside waiting to take me away?
Vegan in Furs-Of Montreal

What will this year be all about?
The Frozen Island-Of Montreal

hmmm... thought provoking, isn't it?
I had fun

im back… i really am now. sadly I haven’t gained any artistic talent in the time ive been gone and for that, i apologize.
i’ll be busy sorting through 841 deviations from my devwatch list. then i suppose ill add some new stuff of my own.
then i should probably try to find a job… but i haven’t been to lucky with that lately.